September 18, 2011
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Space
There’s a big empty cavern that has opened up inside of me.
It didn’t happen all of a sudden but rather very gradually.
Each and every tear,
all the little insults and gouges
used to bounce off me like glancing blows
suddenly each and every one digs in—–
deeper and deeper.
Now, like a sink hole
my insides have been carved out
and nothing is left behind but,
space, formless, void.
Empty and hollow.
When I look inside even the insecurity and fear is missing.
There is nothing
just a gap where I used to be.
Comments (5)
I don’t know what is happening but I’m sending you a ton of blessings to help you through it.
Hugs and prayers sent your way.
So painfully, yet beautifully written.
It’s gone, because He holds it for you, the tears, the insecurities, the fear, He holds it all.
(((hug)))
@WildWomanOfTheWest - Somehow I knew when I wrote it that you would know the meaning of what I wanted to say.
@perelandra30 -